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I was supposed to draw stuff yesterday; but damn I felt so overworked! I actually gave myself a break day, which is kind of rare, I hardly let myself take breaks ._. I'm my own overworking boss.
So I just gave myself a break day; played Skyrim all day. My character is a Khajit named Kagekao. Stealing everything and stuff. Following the headless horseman around. Being chased by guards. Fun stuff, fun stuff.
Anyway; I have some non-DA works that I need to work on; so I don't know when that'll be over. So I might be taking more breaks soon; hey I need breaks too. So very overworked ugh. Not that I don't enjoy what I do, it's just that I need a break ya know.
Apologies to those who have commissions open with me; I'll try to get to them when I get this outside work done. Don't be mad at me, I'm helping people for free :I
Although I do plan on writing more on the weekends. Also a little hinty hint, I plan on making some gloves that look like Zippers' hands. They will be beautiful. I don't have black leather though, but they will still be beautiful.
On another note; I bought 'Playstation collections: Infamous' (it's called something like that or something) which contains Infamous, Infamous 2, and Infamous festival of blood. DAYMN now I understand why people always compare this with Prototype, so many similarities! But anyway, if Alex and Cole ever had to fight each other Alex would totally kick Cole's ass. Damn Alex was literally reduced to a pile of blood and guts in the first game, not to mention Cross using that hardly effective tazer (I think I spelled that wrong ) thing on him. LOL during that battle I just kept smacking him with the whipfist, he went down so easily!
And I give all my video game characters nicknames. Alex is 'Like a Boss' (or just Boss) because whenever I do anything with him I shout "LIKE A BOSS!!!" James Heller is 'Hooman' (yeah this is kind of an inside joke that I don't fell like explaining right now) Cole is 'Coley' or 'Pikachu' 'cause you know, electricity. Dead space 2 Issac is 'Iron Boss' (similar story to Alex's) but when I'm wearing the gold suit then he is 'Golden Iron Boss'. Ezio is 'Pretty Boy'. For silent hill, James is 'Lame James' Harry is 'Scary Harry' Alex is 'Sir Faints-a-lot' Pyramid head is 'Child Safety Man' (another inside joke) HC is 'Mr Pyramid man' or 'Triangle face' and Lurker is 'Mermaid Princess' ._.
Yes, I know I'm weird. It's a good thing.
So I just gave myself a break day; played Skyrim all day. My character is a Khajit named Kagekao. Stealing everything and stuff. Following the headless horseman around. Being chased by guards. Fun stuff, fun stuff.
Anyway; I have some non-DA works that I need to work on; so I don't know when that'll be over. So I might be taking more breaks soon; hey I need breaks too. So very overworked ugh. Not that I don't enjoy what I do, it's just that I need a break ya know.
Apologies to those who have commissions open with me; I'll try to get to them when I get this outside work done. Don't be mad at me, I'm helping people for free :I
Although I do plan on writing more on the weekends. Also a little hinty hint, I plan on making some gloves that look like Zippers' hands. They will be beautiful. I don't have black leather though, but they will still be beautiful.
On another note; I bought 'Playstation collections: Infamous' (it's called something like that or something) which contains Infamous, Infamous 2, and Infamous festival of blood. DAYMN now I understand why people always compare this with Prototype, so many similarities! But anyway, if Alex and Cole ever had to fight each other Alex would totally kick Cole's ass. Damn Alex was literally reduced to a pile of blood and guts in the first game, not to mention Cross using that hardly effective tazer (I think I spelled that wrong ) thing on him. LOL during that battle I just kept smacking him with the whipfist, he went down so easily!
And I give all my video game characters nicknames. Alex is 'Like a Boss' (or just Boss) because whenever I do anything with him I shout "LIKE A BOSS!!!" James Heller is 'Hooman' (yeah this is kind of an inside joke that I don't fell like explaining right now) Cole is 'Coley' or 'Pikachu' 'cause you know, electricity. Dead space 2 Issac is 'Iron Boss' (similar story to Alex's) but when I'm wearing the gold suit then he is 'Golden Iron Boss'. Ezio is 'Pretty Boy'. For silent hill, James is 'Lame James' Harry is 'Scary Harry' Alex is 'Sir Faints-a-lot' Pyramid head is 'Child Safety Man' (another inside joke) HC is 'Mr Pyramid man' or 'Triangle face' and Lurker is 'Mermaid Princess' ._.
Yes, I know I'm weird. It's a good thing.
'SUP. Mechya gomen!
SO. Haven't been on in a while. Obviously. Sorry. Missed you guys. Hmm.
See, thing is, prepare for a bunch of excuses, but, being a senior there's like, a looot of things stressing the hell out of me. Mainly college things. And I did not have the spoons to draw/write things and freak out about college and future plans at the same time. Graduation is rapidly arriving and it is pretty damn scary. I thought I could deal with both but apparently I am weaker than I thought I was, hehe.
BUT! Much of that stress is gone now, namely college acceptance and some senior plan things. So! I will probably actually start doing things again.
Again! Very s
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Ayo little embarrassed about this but, apparently some sections of comments have disappeared from my message box, I think I accidentally deleted them but I don't remember a thing, ahahaahhahehhahah . . .
What I'm more concerned about here is the Ask questions, yes that is not dead I've recently been looking for a question to spark inspiration to start it up again. And basically all of the questions disappeared. Idk how long they've been gone though 'cause I haven't been too active lately.
Soo if you've asked a question in the past, idk, 3 months that you really really really want answered then ask it again, and please try to ask something i
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Yoo thank you for all the happy birthdays ;w; love you guys. Sorry but I'm not going to reply to every one of them because it'll be pretty much the same thing again and again myah, but seriously though love you guys c:
Sorry haven't been on too much, lots of things happening/happened and on top of that I am addicted to skyrim again, and monster hunter.
I do want to draw again though but I never seem to find the time between the school and the, dragon fighting.
Can't think of anything else to say so thank you guys again and love you guys <3
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EDIT: ALSO! [putting this at the top because why not] please don't go around saying that I wouldn't be around if it weren't for a specific person. Yes a year or two ago I did have suicidal-ish thoughts but what solved that was many things including you guys as a whole so don't go around giving one person credit. If I had to pick one person or something then I'd just give it to daft punk. Don't want to single out one person because then it's like ooooh you saved my liiiiiife I totally owe you now.
okay so, I guess I just got to address this issue right now. giving me a whole lot of stress tbh but I guess I shall, please don't be dicks because
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lol; what a journal
i'm hoping to read more writings!
and those gloves will be awesomee; i know it!
i'm hoping to read more writings!
and those gloves will be awesomee; i know it!